Written in my cellphone.
10.22 AM
I have never been as brokenhearted as I am now. I feel totally defenseless. But for you my angel, I will never have my hands held up, not until I lose my last breath..
(When mister baby won't take any milk because he had allergies with them..He was 6months old..I barely had eaten and slept too..It lasted for almost a month..)
10.20 AM
Today is another recognition day. I recognize that there's no better place than where your love is. That today, tomorrow, I'd always be grateful I have you..
(Well, when hub reminds me by his ways why I love him..Cheesy..Alright.)
3.12 AM
I watch your breathing. Both of you.
I'm marvelled.
I am awed..
I am home.
(Watching my 1month old son and his daddy sleeping)
10.24 PM
I lulled you to sleep. And now as I'm watching you, I thought..
Can I wake you up and kiss you, and touch you, talk to you, play with you, nurse you, comfort you, lull you to sleep?..
(After I got mister baby to sleep, which was relatively wearying during those times, I must admit..He was 2 months old)
10.23 PM
I feel that I'd like to be a superwoman. If I could just fast forward time and be at the moment where I want to be, to savor it finally. Be fulfilled, to an empowering discovery unique to every woman. I feel and I believe I am made for it.
(Alone in my bed, anticipating for the birth of my baby..He was 8 months old in my belly..)
8 comments:
Really beautifully An... AH! the first bit is so emotional... it must have been so hard on you.... i hope that the things are alright now... Love you... xoxoxo
Aw thank youu Ratz! You know I always see me as sturdy as hardwood, whatever problems, I'd take on. But that one tested me to the limits. And God was so kind. He's always is:)
He's totally okay. They say that's quite normal but seeing my baby then, throwing up his milk everytime, was farthest from what I think is normal..
Here I go again..OA..
Haha! This looks like an extension of my post! Love you too sis!
This was really lovely - thank you for sharing :)
Thank you Em.. When it's spontaneous, it's beautiful.. (most of the time) :)
Aww... This is so beautiful!!! I wish I'd be as strong as you when (or if) I become a mom. ;)
Thank you Gnetch. You know you will be. I didn't know that til I became one.
I bet your baby will be as bright, brainy and awesome as you! :D
I'd say these are short, simple yet beautifully said. I can feel the emotion within. you're such an awesome mom. :)
Thank you Jan..xo
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