Written in my cellphone.
I have never been as brokenhearted as I am now. I feel totally defenseless. But for you my angel, I will never have my hands held up, not until I lose my last breath..
(When mister baby won't take any milk because he had allergies with them..He was 6months old..I barely had eaten and slept too..It lasted for almost a month..)
Today is another recognition day. I recognize that there's no better place than where your love is. That today, tomorrow, I'd always be grateful I have you..
(Well, when hub reminds me by his ways why I love him..Cheesy..Alright.)
I watch your breathing. Both of you.
I am awed..
I am home.
(Watching my 1month old son and his daddy sleeping)
I lulled you to sleep. And now as I'm watching you, I thought..
Can I wake you up and kiss you, and touch you, talk to you, play with you, nurse you, comfort you, lull you to sleep?..
(After I got mister baby to sleep, which was relatively wearying during those times, I must admit..He was 2 months old)
I feel that I'd like to be a superwoman. If I could just fast forward time and be at the moment where I want to be, to savor it finally. Be fulfilled, to an empowering discovery unique to every woman. I feel and I believe I am made for it.
(Alone in my bed, anticipating for the birth of my baby..He was 8 months old in my belly..)